relieved yunZ juz now after she went off..felt so weird to be in the office at that time again..cuz ever since Asra came back, the only times i sat in the office was during her lunch break when yunz was off..that felt normal..but sitting in the office at 4pm feels totally different. A little animosity yet still full of familiarity..juz like when we went to their hse after not going there for so long..itz juz a very strange weird feeling. not a bad feeling..a calm sort of queasiness..diff to explain..itz like u want to be there cuz u can actually feel how itz like in the past..that part's a good feeling..but at the same time u know something has changed and it will never be the same. that part's the queasy part.
and yea, i'll never hear that someone opening the door, walking in to return his keys and 175, signing out and then go for dinner..before seeing him walking from afar back in to get a master key, staying for awhile before heading out.
i still do think of him every night..juz replaying the scenes of the past and the little conversations that we had. juz to make sure i dont forget how he sounds like. ;) a little part of him still lives in me..hahaa..ya-hooooo..honk honk..
