joining ah net's cell group has rewarded me greatly with knowledge of God and his works..i never knew i had such a immense hunger for knowledge about him until now..but thats of course i didnt read the bible at all since i was a kid..the more i read it..the more thoughts i have about his ways..sometimes he scares me.. i know..its only when u've begun to fear God, then u'd truly have had wisdom..
its weird to be a newbie in there..but somehow i dont feel fear..i'm not that afraid to speak in front of so many people..i guess its God helping me..and i enjoy Word immensely too. thoroughly. because i get to know so much through the others..although 95% of the time i'd have questions in my mind about why and what God does.. i guess i will slowly have all of them answered..
i'm like in infant when it comes to knowing about God..knowing so little of him..i'm quite ashamed of it actually..because i am a cradle catholic but my faith is so weak..i guess he was trying to speak to me..calling me back to him..i'm glad i took that step to join something so out of the blue.. my dad doesnt really know that i'm going to cell..my mum showed a little disapproval about me going to sthing of another religion..but somehow i just did it..to step out of my confort zone..and i'm glad i did it..;D and i'm glad that Ah net's been with me..helping me...answering all my doubts..discussing with me about the differences btw Catholicism and Christianity.. i've known so much more from the past two fridays..and i've realised at the same time that what i dont know...its even more than what i know..so so so much more..
i'd do whatever it takes to increase my faith. i want to become a stronger believer.
