dilemma within THYSELF
confliction between TWOSELVES
greater interest for MYSELF
or joy for them all
sometimes i wish i werent MYSELF
sometimes i wish i lived for MYSELF
at times i sound out MYSELF
many a times i want to disappear
like now.
to put it crudely.
i go thru shit everyday. i live up to shit everyday. i feel like shit everyday. and i've become like shit.
deal with it.
