selfish unfilial overly-competitive unflexible and grossly overrated by some
sandra hates her life and hates the way she is but because she is too stubborn on achieving her goals she chooses to sacrifice many things that are much more important than grades. and for this she hates herself even more. what a vicious cycle. unbroken not because there isnt a way but because she doesnt want to.
and even if given a chance to make a rectification she would probably do it all over again. the same way.
you deserve nothing but desolation. i'll go dig a hole in the ground.