Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you to you
xxx
i'm so tired. i'm in an absolute state of confusion. seriously need
Absolute.i do understand why alcohol helps u forget ur troubles for the night.
When u down it, the cold bitterness of it makes u think of nothing else.
Beer. Swallow it. Foam. Lick it. Count to ten. Heart pounds. Body heats up.
You continue with the bloody sonofa***. No, i meant the beer. Your heart pounds a million times a seconds. itz going so fast u hear it in ur ears, u feel it in ur temple. U want more. U ask for more. Get more. U sway. U fall.
How could u think of anything else.
But u wake up having a hangover. When that clears up u face the same old shit again. Why go through all the trouble. For the fun of it. yeah babe.
What do u do when someone u care abt turns away from you.
And you know things will never be the same. And when u're wondering how to reach out to him if he feels upset and u find out he's more than fine. Do u feel sad for yourself or happy for him? And you want him and dont at the same time.
Nobody has the answers. hahahaa.. cheers..
