the days go by so quickly, and at the end of every day, i cant say i have learnt anything or experienced anything new or done anything useful. what i can say is i'm turning into someone that i so do not wanna be. i mean i do (or did.) have a high tolerance level. and i do understand why they have to do the things they do. but it makes things difficult for everyone. Everyone has to do their job. and little by little, day by day.. a little more anger is built up in me. and these few days i can hardly control it. yes i'm currently pushed to the edge where every single nitty gritty minor trivial thing pisses me off. and itz turning me very very evil. i cant help being so un-nice nowadays..and i think evil thoughts even about innocent passers-by. like they've never even met me but jz because i dont like their shoes (for example) i feel like stabbing them. i mean it sounds really out of this world and ridiculous but stimes i really do have thoughts like these. and because of ThEm i'm becoming so hot-tempered i cant believe it. this is not who i wanna be! and it certainly isnt good for my health. so much angst. not many places i can vent. i can feel the horns growing on my head. God SaVE ME.please.
