eye bags..dark rings..acne..what better than these when u study late into night..
i think i'm making good progress though i'm kinda behind schedule always..but i'm not worrying cuz i've kinda covered most of my stuff for accounting..juz a few more nightmarish chapters..i've got to keep my pace..sometimes i sink into mild depression..when i get scared abt not doing well..mostly abt dying..ok dun laugh! but yea so many things i haven done so many places i haven been to...unspoken words to specific ppl..i'm gonna leave with so much regrets..i guess i juz have to make the best out of everyday..treat ppl the best i can..thats what christians shld do..to let ppl know, thru actions not words, that we're christians.. ' and they'll know we are christians by our love..dah dah dah..' hahaa..
i tried searching his address on the web..of course i couldnt find anything much..juz hotels, famous buildings landmarks etc. but its enriching juz looking at those pictures.. getting a little idea how it is over there. but of course if there's a chance for me to go there i'll grab it!! hahaa..
with exams come stress. unless u're effing exam smart like my darling bilu is..she is one daredevil i tell u..haha..its like she's totally fearless when it comes to exams..thats quite awesome..but sometimes fear aint a bad thing..it makes u do sthing abt it..haha.thats why i'm freakin mugging like crap..one way to relieve stress is to binge. and another is to think of ppl u love..like Jacky and his wife ;D thinking of them makes me very very very happy..and i'll juz smile to myself while staring at my text. and my mum's probably thinkin i love studyin..ha! thinking of them makes me wanna get married like now! pronto!! Ima!! i hope i'll be as blessed as they are when i get married..;)
i seriously cant wait to see her! i dont know how she's like and how to address her and everything its kinda nervewrecking.. i mean i love jack and thats probably the main reason why i wanna see her so much..i mean i know i'll love her ..yea even before seeing her..but i guess this is juz how love works..it juz grows on you..and i totally love him wholeheartedly i mean as a friend its juz a very different kind of friendship..and i can imagine how happy he is when his wife's here that why i feel so happy thinkin of them together cuz i know he's happy..and i certainly want the best for him and have him to be happy all the time..i'm rambling but ya i'm juz very happy..and it makes me feel so helpless when he's feeling unhappy cuz i cant do anything to make him happy.. cuz he doesnt talk abt his problems and even if he does i doubt there's anything i can do to solve his problem..and its juz really frustrating..but all's well now..and i hope everything stays as it is..i've told him before , all i want for him is to be happy..and thats what i really wish for..;)
