i dun understand how a family can give so much trouble..so much problem to the breadwinner..
now i finally understand why he wants to go home so badly. i mean all along i've always thought itz because he wanted to be with his family..and i mean of course the stress-level there is much lower and all..but it was only recently that i realised that he wanted to go home to solve all that shit that his family has caused..
i mean i dont know the real story, i dont know whats gg on 5000 miles over there and i seriously dont care, even if u're his family members. but i do care that u've been giving him so much to worry about. he's kinda alone here. no kin. its bad enough to be working here ok. and u guys have to add on all that shit onto him.
i mean i regret not being able to have more time for him too. but if y'all hadnt give him so much bull, i wouldnt need to at all..i'm just bloody pissed wit 'em.
ah well i just hope everything gets better when he's back. i'll come visit when i'm older..during vacation. i'll save up to get there an screw ur asses.
damn i'm turning all my sadness into hate itz bad..
