oral is over. usually i would feel a sigh of relief after a test/quiz..cuz i always study hard for it and then i would feel thankful that i've tried my best and that its over.. but this time i actually feel very disappointed..
not because i didnt study hard.. but because i didnt perform well during that few minutes..and i think that is gonnna cost me my A... i expect the paper to be relatively easy so everyone is gonna do well..
so i guess my fate has been sealed by today's performance.. i'm thinking whether i should continue with level 3.. i'm afraid of failures.. but then i feel so "bu gan xin" if i get even a B+.. if i can get a B+ that is.. but i dont want to get even a B+!! =(
no mood to study can.. i'm cant take the fact that i didnt perform well during oral..arrghz! i want to hit the wall or something.. i think suhama sensei doesnt like me =( i hope i did well enough for listening to pull up my grades..
sigh.. enough of whining already.. i feel like sleeping..
i dont miss jaejoong as much nowadays.. =( i dont think of him everywhere i go..i dont talk to him everynow and then anymore.. sigh.. i need to watch some clips of dbsk.. jaejoong i love you.. wait for me ok. =)
