whenver i look at my calender i feel an impending sense of doom.. the fear and the stress coming up in me.. i know i shouldnt be worrying so much, even if i have reason to.. i shouldnt because it is so very bad for my health..i get chest pains whenever i feel all that.. it hurts..but i cant help it..
i dont know why exams just scare me so much now.. i'm thinking it might be the traumatic experience from hk.. but i just cant recall how i used to study when i was here.. how i managed to be so calm and everything.. i really cant recall..
my sis says everyone gets bad semesters so its ok if this one sucks..
i just have to keep julianne's words in my mind.. that exams are just exams.. and even if i flunk, its not all that serious.. not like my family member passed away or sthing.. so i really shldnt put so much stress on it.. gosh i love that girl..oh i talked to her today!! hearing her voice never fails to cheer me up.. ;D;D see i feel happier already haha ;D i shld get her to come on an exchange to singapore..heh.. i need you julianne! leih san go bo duhk syu laa! ;)
alright, i'm done with my stuff here..have got to set off to meet the rest now.. ;)
