i had a nightmare last night.. i dreamt that i was at a lost of what to study for during examinations and then i found out i didnt have time to study because i didnt plan ahead or sthing.. SHEESH.. it is a little too early to have nightmares of exams but it was dem scary.. so i woke up with a pounding hard.. and then started to do my work..
but as i was doing my work, i kept thinking about dear dear returning home.. we've only got 2 days left tgt.. but i have to do work because i have a deadline tmr.. which totally sucks.. i hate myself for not being able to put all my time on him.. but at the same time i cannot let go of my work.. its giving me a helluva headache..
somebody just tell me that not doing well in exams is ok.. i know it doesnt determine my everything.. i've got to have a life..i can reason this out myself but somehow i just cannot let it go.. i feel a sense of deathly aura whenever i think about all the work not done.. crap i hate that feeling.. its like i'm gonna die or sthing.. its just grades for goodness' sake. get a grip on your life sandra.
