i used to wonder how silly ppl could hold on to that one single hope and spend their entire lives waiting for that one single bloody person.. but yeah i think i'm starting to get an idea how how the whole thing works out.. its not that u have to force urself or anything..it juz comes naturally..u just dont want anyone else. sounds mushy. eekz. 4 mths. its passed pretty quickly.but yet it felt so slooow. you said u might be back. and this is that one thing i'm clinging on to..i'm giving you..3 yrs..thats all that u're worth..ha! but maybe i'll change my mind half-way thru..when someone better comes along..so u better hurry.