i must stay strong. i must stay focused. i must not lag behind in class. i must pay attention. i must not get distracted. i must not screw up anymore. i must take responsibility. i must do this on my own. for i have already lost you. this is what i have left.
it is not a bad thing. i have you in my heart. and as long as i do not get dementia, i'm good.i can forget all other things but not this.
its kinda hard to treasure those around me when i'm like always pining for someone who's over there..but i must do it so history will not repeat itself.
