time really flies and its been what 9 mths since you left.
time does heal wounds, the bulk of it but it doesnt eliminate it.
i really shouldnt waste my time thinking of you anymore..maybe i should juz socialise more..get to know more people..but that wouldnt really solve the problem cuz i'd be comparing others to you. i dont know what i should do but i guess God will just help me along the way. so i'm not worried about it. i'm just thinking about my YOUTH..yeah..haha..one year isnt too long but still..thinking about the past isnt a good way to spend it..hmmz
chinese new year is approaching. it sucks. cuz i've been spending most of my free days doing work for the last 3 wks and now that we have to go visiting..i wouldnt have much time to do work this wk unless i bring my work to my relatives' houses or not go visiting at all!! that sounds totally muggerish but this sem's a lot tougher then the last and i really do wanna keep my As so..gambatte. i wanna take biz finance and jap level 2 nxt sem..so hopefully they'll give us only 3 cores!! if not i'll never be able to complete my minor..
but gah its not even halfway past this sem so...juz focus on what you have now girl..
everything bores me nowadays..ok exxcept for lovers in paris. its a really good show. it makes my wanna kill to have two guys fall for me.hahaa..
i wanna meet up with all my old mates! be it from sec sch or jc or the ballers..or even from church..losing touch. haven made much friends in uni..vicki, carene..what no more?! haha..
i feel fat. and i'm gonna be even fatter after cny. help.arrghz. dont like being fat. dont like studying. dont like being poor. but like to eat. like to be rich. like to shop. so i guess i have to survive with what i dont like. pooh!
