these days i've been reflecting on my actions and behavior and i realised that this semester i havent really been a nice person.. nor a very good friend to all my ntu buddies.. i've been so caught up with my own work and i've always seem to be putting work before them.. which i now think is so stupid.. because yappari they are more important to me than my work.. i've been neglecting them quite a bit that i think i've distanced myself from them.. i feel a little sad and lost nowadays even when i've with them.. sad that i'm not as close to them as i was before i went to hk..
and i find that what i say doesnt really sound like me anymore.. stress is making me a changed person.. but for the worse.. and i so hate it.
hmm.. i guess that can be worked on.. i just hope that it'll be better from now on.. the old me will be back soon.. i can feel it =)
*i do love all of you friends!!*
