i've meeting up with a lot of friends lately. My JC basketball mates, my uni buddies.. and i'm meeting kwokz and king later to go fishing..
well the ones i really wanna meet up with are bilu, MA, feli and ries.. so i'm just waiting for them to be freeee.. :)
i've been having insomnia lately.. i dont know if its the caffeine.. or just my mind.. it was only yesterday when i was throughly burnt out that i could fall asleep properly..sigh.. shall try to stay away from caffeine for now.
applied for SPCA volunteer work! gg for theory lessons for driving next week. i'm doing so many things that i've always wanted to. trying things that i would never have. so why am i still unhappy.. something in my life.. is just not right.. i wish i could have a better control over my emotions. that i can just throw my problems aside whenever i'm with my friends. i think i can. i think i can. i can i can i can.
sandra doesnt like to be alone but sometimes she doesnt like to be around ppl. she loves to be with her friends because they make her really happy and she knows they'll never hurt her :) sandra wishes some things could change for the better but then again, its not all about sandra, right?
i'll be happy i'll be happy i'll be happy. ^^
