i love freedom i really do..the idea of having no strings attached is great..but of course there are times i do feel so lonely. i have great friends but they do have their other half to be with..i have a great sister too..but she also has a boyfriend..
there are times i long for my own companion..have someone to go to places with.. i like travelling. maybe at the moment not to overseas but there are many interesting places here i'd like to go too..and maybe juz a walk along the river..or a trip to the zoo..voluntary work at the SPCA..juz someone i can do all of these with..that'd be great yea?
i'm not a magnanimous person. but some things i do understand. like u cant always have things gg your in life..i mean ya thats life la. but one thing i've cultivated perfection for is what my partner should be like. i have a strict personal kinda discipline in this. its like either i have this or i live in solitude. humans have emotions. sometimes this makes them weak. but not all the time. i can say i'm very empathetic towards many things but i will not bend the rules for myself. nor will i lower the benchmark or move away from what is targeted. maybe not at the moment la. but this is kinda like a protection scheme i've come up with for myself.. i dont want to lose out..yea..i want the best for myself..not at the expense of others of course but what i mean is if i cant get true love out of someone, i'd want something else of course. that would be money. ha! materialistic right...the word consists of two words; material and realistic..i'm juz being practical.
sometimes i think men are fools.ha! ok by writing this i might be inviting alotta trouble..but oh man this is a blog..whats a blog when u write what ppl want/like to hear rite..
